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Monday, January 31, 2005

:[ Mizunderstood ]:

Haiz.. 2dae mornin step into the office find abit odd.. Izzt bcoz i last week attach back to my old camp they nt happie.. wana push the blame on mi. (they dun like 6DSMB one n i am quite attach to there) or izzt bcoz last week left them for one week than nw this wednesday take leave for 3 days..they 'buae song'... Wen i put dwn my barang 1st thing WO Harold tells mi,"go n take ur leave.. approve ardy." "later wana tok to u". i was like "ok!" as far as i noe i didnt do anythin wrong. Anywaes, it was about my leave that they were upset wif mi.. wana noe y??
Let mi tell u frm my side of the story..
Last thursday mi receive my air tix to bangkok frm Ran. I was so excited the whole day. At nite had a farewell dinner wif the pple of ESPO for Ltc Seah (ORD loh) than i told WO Harold im want to take leave on Wed to Fri.. Coz im goin Bangkok. Than he say we will tok about it.. I said i realli have to go.. i was smilin all the way coz im excited. than i said if nt i will lose $1000. (my air tix money) he said must buy for him somethin over there. i said anythin (of coz jokin one la.. buy for him..? kns! alot of pple b4 u on my list ok..?) Than after dinner ask him hw again.. than he said must tok to Cpt Tan for approval. ok but he in toilet so WO Harold told mi to call him 2molo morn. Ok!~!
Nxt day i called, "Sir, Can i take leave?? if u approve nw than i can tell my 6D clerk to process since im here." He said come back monday than discuss.. I was like 'huh' i wednesday wana fly.. monday than discuss neber confirm. i realli have to go. i was ready to play truant wif them liaoz. Why they wana disturb mi.. i dun understand. But i told my 6D OC, 2IC, n WO Ravi liaoz.. they say they will help mi if ESPO dun agree. Nw..back to monday...~~
Ok so i sense somethin fishy wif WO Harold, Chen n Cpt Tan.. But i kept quiet. Than soon WO harold came in the room fast, lock the door n tok to mi.. "do u noe that we are upset wif u??" i said "No" Than he became angry n he said, "do u plan a holiday wifout seekin our approval??" i said "No.." Than he gave mi the f**kin eyes liaoz.. Alittle louder he said, "do u noe u r like blackmailin us wen u said i have to go, i have to go, if nt i lose $1000." Than i explain," i had won a contest n im flyin over. Its nt plan one n i last week than confirm my place.." n i explain further.. Than he hold back n act cool liaoz. "u didnt say u won a contest.. we tot u last week at 6D met up wif some old frenz, plan a holiday n demand ur leave.." (Kaoz i was thinkin got any lamer story to tell anot..) I told him," sir, i have my principle n my limits one." he replied," we wouldnt noe, we juz gettin to noe u." ok so the air was cleared. As a lower rank sure lose one.. so i apologise to them for the mizunderstandin cause.. Than WO Harold explain to WO Chen n can see they were paiseh also but nber say sorry coz they got old man pride.
So those guys were tokin behind my back dat past weekend. Harold also said he tot of cuttin off my 6.5 days off as a punishment.. haiz.. those guys realli let mi dwn sia. dun have faith in mi.. in the beginin still say they very flexible one.. go hm early all that can tok one.. ha~ my old camp more flexible ar.. got one time i 7.45am wake up, late for wrk, wo ravi tell mi nvm take ur time.. i see u at 10am.. knn wo ravi horr ehh. no tok got action one.. u all leh act generous onli. wo harold, u r one smilin tiger out of the story book one. so obvious!~!
Anywae, nw gotta be on my guard liaoz.. must be xtra careful nt to get caught in anythin. The more they r against mi the more i wana proof them wrong. im nt as childish as they think. So wo harold sir, plz focus on ur wife; not mi!!

show mi some lurve pple~~

:[The Story of Mattlex]: | 10:41 PM

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

:[ ~-~-~BanG bANg BaNg ~-~-~-~-~ |=> ]:

~-~-~BanG bANg BaNg~-~-~-~ =>

Last sundae went back to camp for combat shoot.. Isn't it crazy.. being called back on sunday for army. But combat shoot was fun sia!~! Andy said 'juz like in the movies'.. share about that later. Slept at one plus on Sat wake up at 4am on sun..sigh Reach camp, draw arm and soon after headed off to Paser Labar camp for shootin. than i damn suae.. Morn wen we shoot to 'zero-in' our rifles than found out that my rifle SpOiLL !~! Arghhhh.. The tip to aim is bent forward.. the ring to look through is slunted. Hw to aim sia?~! A warrant dwn there frm oeti tried to salvatage my weapon. He throw the tip on the table n curse my camp sia.. Anywae he tried his best. He manage to change the tip but the ring leh....haiz. still i took aim. ~bang~ the bullet shift to the right. Bobian liao.. if cannot change the gun than gotta change myself.. i aim to the left lorr.. n score 7/8 for the confident shot.. Horr Ehh. snipper eyes behind my 1000 degree specs. Got my badge to prove it too leh.. Hm! >.<

~a-hem~ ok now. whr was i? Ok combat shoot was fun especially the night shoot.. mi dun mind goin back again. Wat is combat shoot? For those whu dun noe.. Its an army shootin test where a team of 6 jerks will stand inside 6 holes (fox hole) onli ur head above. Than at any one time there will be 6 fake man shape targets poppin out randomly 100 metres away. for 4 sec in the day n 6 sec in the night. figure 11 is an agga 1.5m tall figure and figure 12 is half its size. A team of 6 will plan on hw to shoot so we wun waste bullets shootin the same figure. usually the 3rd guy frm the right will count the 3rd figure frm the right to aim. tts mi.. hee. frm left my team - derek ho, andy, myself, ong yi kwee, clarence n a china guy.. we got 3 mag, 5 bullets each.. we scored 75/90 for day shoot. haha nt bad horr.. but cannot happie too soon. Day shoot everybody is marksman.. nite shoot everybody is bobo one. got one time in day shoot i was aimin at my target than b4 i about to shoot, pop my target went dwn.. knn the andy pop my target.. quickly swing my rifle to the left n pop his.. haha we both laugh.

now come to the nite shoot.. hoho this is whr the fun begins. we confident confident tot day shoot so good..nite score another 70 the team got marksman liaoz. little did we noe didnt fail good enough liaoz ar. The figure 11 is being blurred by the blunt light. than figure 12 look like a piece of black pea 100m away. Whr is the love sia?? Come to the test, everyone cannot see the figure 12.. so all aim for the big one..haha than everyone of us so 'gan jiong' anyhw shoot. derek at the far left saw a figure 11 at the far right juz whack liaoz.. Ong Yi Kwee suddenly find his rightful target down.. quickly turn arnd find any black dot and whack liaoz.. hope his eyes didnt play tricks on him. Wow we shoot like war like dat sia.. bullets anyhw cross. got one time i shot one target dwn liaoz than i immediately turn n aim another target. in my mind its like "kill you man! kill you man!" also another time everyone is reloadin than someone shout target up, wah u see everybody drop forward, take aim n bang..bang..bang.bang..bang.. i was aimin a target than found out i out of rounds liaoz.. wah than like in the movies i drop the mag into my hand, juz slide it away, reach out for a new cartridge, slam the new cartridge in. clock the rifle, take aim at the same target n bang~~~ all this happen in 6 secs. When it was over.. everyone was like woooh.. it was fun.. everyone had their fair share of exprience. Well, guess our score..?? 43/90 ~blehxx~ still our team got 2nd highest for that day.

Dats all for my combat shoot xprience
Congrats MaRk SiToE! I saw ur clown face on the way up to the canteen.. Way to go Man!!!
Btw, for all dat duno.. it is the best soldier award for a particular month..

:[The Story of Mattlex]: | 1:09 AM

Monday, January 17, 2005

:[ Another day ]:

~Another day~

Sundae after hangin out wif Starrine n gang, mi went all the way down to parkway to catch up wif Jas.. on the way dwn met 2 diff TPs.. one is the car.. they were on the xpressway catchin road users speeding.. than was aiming mi somemore. using the stupit camera build from the pit of hell. hee~ (learnt dis frm Starrine one.) ~NaNaNeeBooBoo~ faggot pigs Im travellin at 100km.. better luck nxt time junks. Than after i exit at paya lebar another TP stop mi.. dis time to catch my black bisor.. I tot 'wah dis one sure bobian'.. but thank God dis guy 'Horr Ehh' I simply juz ask, "sir, can give chance anot?" He say "ok lah" n let mi off.. Wah i got stunt sia.. Than he ask "i good anot??" i reply,"good good!~! if every TP like u good ar." He smile n drove off.. Horr Ehh!~! I reach parkway, mi n jas were so glad to see each other after soo long. but she got alot of emotional bubbles kippin in her.. Brought her to the far end of east coast.. after settling dwn awhile, she burst into tears.. Haiz Haiz~

1st Haiz -- Sad to hear her story, hurtz to see her cry..
2nd Haiz -- a few more frenz like dat n they have to book appt liaoz.. (actualli im gettin better at it.. mayb shld read up to be an efficient counsellor so they can STOPP BUGGIN MI~~~!) haha juz kiddin pple.. u noe i luv u guyz.. -.-

Than we went to cosy bay.. she broke dwn there too.. well girl i understand but couldn't help much..onli advise. Than i sent her to amk to mit the mysterious guy b4 i went hm. Actualli she is a simple girl whu accepts simple things. Oh well guess tears is for everybody..

Mornin saw james walkin frm the bus stop to the office.. I stop by told him to hop on.. he did n i pillion him wifout the helmet.. Maj Goh saw us n he was angry.. I can see the fire in his eyes wen he said mi.. "hw to ans for u.. hw to ans for u.." Well Maj u dun have to.. juz like ur wife whu dun nid to ans to u wen she sleep wif ur best fren..
Went for Technical Handling Test in the afternn.. reach hm drench arnd 3.30pm.. 2molo got advance theory....again after 2 years. All the best mattlex!~!

Till nxt week folks.. i luv u guyz .. N juz kiddin about ur wife Maj..I noe u dun like mi..

:[The Story of Mattlex]: | 6:33 PM

Sunday, January 16, 2005

:[ ippt acheivement ]:

~ippt acheivement n a little salt~

Hey.. guess whu i met yesterday..?? yup its non other than my ex.. (the 5th) Fancy meeting her again after 1 month..~ I met her in Dec once.. Hmm zen you 'yuan'.. Oh well i met her twice liaoz..good enough.. can i have 'yuan' wif someone else nw.. especially 'huang xiang yi' HehE.. I bump into her twice years ago. This time let it come wif a smile and handshake and signature.. and chit chattin and coffee.. Huhu! Wen i bump into my 5th at bugis, little did i expect wat to do.. i turn my head, i look at her but i couldn't recognise her.. she look at mi n she look again. Oh so its her.. i nodd my head wif a smile.. n she does likewise. Wasn't it a gentlemen-ladylike kind of thingy.. This just tells mi one thing.. not knowinly I Had Forgiven her..

Took my ippt on friday.. wat an acheivment n a let down sia..
The acheivement -- I finally pass my ippt!! first time in my life.. yahyah i noe im a weakling
The let down -- I mizz 4 sec in my 2.4km run to get a silver.
I did well for the rest of the station.
sit-up - 41 (gold)
sbj - 2.25metre (silver)
shuttle run - 10.15sec (gold)
pull up - 8pull (silver) This is the most miraculous of all. Pull up has alwaes been the cause of my failure. nw i did 8 pull n got a silver.. (passin is 6 pull). Actually i did 7 standard pull but wen come to the 8th one i did kick n struggle.. my chin left a few cm to get over the bar liaoz. but the tester is my friend (richard n kelvin lim) haha so we 'under table'. but is still an acheivement horr.. juz last month i onli can do 4 pulls. Thx to the pple at ESPO.. 1WO harold especially. constantly 'force' mi to do twice a day. he said if i get silver he will treat mi dinner.. if i fail i treat him.
but my let down is the 2.4km. i forgot to bring my stopwatch sia.. wen i reach my hm downstairs i rem but no time to go up take. ~4 sec onli~ to get a $100 n a badge.. kaoz i came in 11th with a timing of 11.43 sec. the silver passin was 11.40 sec. I was confident so i relac relac.. if i had knew, i would make the finale dash. kaoz.. oh well but it was an acheivement. Dun nid to take ippt for my ns life liaoz. Can eat n start goin to the gym. (-.@)

Dun have my hand...as ur pillow...u use to it anot >,<

:[The Story of Mattlex]: | 10:46 AM

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

:[ ~2005~ ]:

2005~~

HoHo.. guess wat..its MY year..my roaster year babie.. hoho.. ~Nid a mornin call?? I can lend u my cock...~ 2 eggs n a hotcock??~ cockfight??~ my chicken in ur basket??~ Hey Stoppit Mattlex!!~!! enough of ur ~egg white~ Opps! haha

Dis year is goin to be a year of *WorK* for mi.. yup dats rite.. Well it may seem nuttin to quite alot of u guyz but work..365 dayz..for mi..?? E tot of it is simple but gettin urself to do it.. hand to mouth, mouth to ass, is sad to sayyy.. quite a challenge.. Couldn't 05 be a year of DrEaMz or MoTiVaTiOn for mi..? but of all things..WorK. Well i couldn't agree more strongly dat i had everything prepared liaoz..enough lay back..enough "fun". nw let mi get it started aiii...

I receive dis impression nt too long ago.. hmm i couldn't be any wrong. nw i need to plus my discipline n minus my laziness. Thx Wen for ur encouragement juz nw(08 Jan).. u said i wasn't sloppy like b4.. cool cool thx i appreciate dat.. i hope u can say it to mi at the end of the year.. which means i got to be better off than nw.. which means i muz attain a certain level of success.. which means i gotta maintain n nt fall back.. which means...STOPPIT!! Stop all ur cocksense...!~! Its gettin on my nerve.. opps! cant help it. hehe

**commercial break**
Do you noe my collegue 'QianLi aka Lame de' (read my previous blog..i got one whole blog dedicated to him)
Latest update-- Juz nw(10 Jan) he left one Last piece of potatoe chip in the tin and he said to mi," Nah, Chi Wan Ta.." which means 'finish it' Aiyo one last piece u eat lah..wan to be kind ar..~~ anywae, i juz took it. Soon after he took back the tin and ate the crumbs.. Mi n Max (my other colleugue) wana laugh sia. can u imagine someone offerin u one miserable 0.5gram potatoe chip and say "chi wan ta!" than took back the tin for the crumb.. boi o boi he is amazing
btw, he like to change chinese songs into english lyrics.. his favourite is the ou de yang one.. the chorus goes like this ~~ Don't have my hand..as ur pillow..u use to it anot..~~ hearin him repeat n repeat the same line make ur goosebum stand sia.. haiz.. if u can't beat him, join him.. ~~Don't have my hand..as ur pillow..u use to it anot..~~ Don't have my hand..as ur pillow..u use to it anot..~~
**commercial ends**

Ok now.. back on track. So far 05 has been quite a start for mi. I act upon the word. empowered witta palmtop to organize. "work" till midnite to get my shit 2gether. Let's see how long my discipline can last mi.. one week..? one month..? the whole run..? ~give mi ur support~

Juz pampered myself by buyin the "Jacky Cheung Live Performance Cd" He is Great!!! Actualli ar, i dun like his songs. But no doubt has one of the best vocals lorr.. And in dis album he is not singing his own songs.. haha so buy it~ He sings songs from Jay Chou, Zhang Zhen Yue, Jeff Chang, Stef Sun & even Beyond's "Qing Ren" etc etc. Wow all ur favourite songs and he makes them sounds soo good. Mattlex recommend confirm 'Horr Ehh'

K lah.. I update like no 2molo like dat.. One last thing.. Help those tsunami victims k. Howeva we can.. They lost their homes and those lovin arms they once held can neber ever feel the warmth again. and they will be stayin in tents for some time.. those whu noe how to pray, pray for those women and children protection that they will not be explioted and sold to slavery. and those kidnappers that their balls be eaten by worms.

Thx! peace out **

:[The Story of Mattlex]: | 10:49 PM

Monday, January 03, 2005

:[ Bye bYe 2O04 ]:

~2oO4~

Wow.. one year over nw. Hw has 2004 been for u guyz..? hmm for mi it has been a wonderful year. like a rollercoaster. My sadest point in life happen in 2oo4. wen i broke up wif my 5th. dat realli bring mi dwn man. Even being lock-up by police or ganna charge or punishment dun feel so sad. din noe relationship realli can bring pple to the bottomness pit. white hair grow so much in the last few months. well its over nw n i had learnt lessons after lessons.. hope i can help others from wat i had learn frm myself n my frenz too. other than dat i had a wonderful year. my army life had been wonderful so far.. i m more useful of myself than i ever felt in my past. Robin, my childhood fren, said i had become more cheerful nw. *im the same mi still, (blurr, stupit alex) juz dat i have an ambition.* Deming quote dis for himself but i use it too. RoCk On CoWBoi~ Anywae towards the end of the year, gettin back right wif God is the simplest n greatest fulfillment i attain. Hopefully it will be for mi at the end of my road..

Tokin about Robin, mi n him n melvin n jianming had the best new year eve in our life man!~! we spent our ny.e 2gether. n boi o boi it was fun. hw did u celebrate it?? we did nt went to countdown. we juz went up orchard to somerset back n forth holding our foam spray cans in our hands, sprayin at anybody in our path. haha it was crazy. its WAR man!! i suggested dis to the gang n woot they were in for a great treat. Let mi share more.. we bought a total of 30 cans of spray stuff into my bag.. anybody mess wif us.. we give them facial. simple as dat. juz like one guy whu did. he tot robin was an individual n shoots at him.. nxt thing he knew, 4 guyz, 8 hands lifted at him. blast him makin him into a snow man. ha~ than there is this girl whu walk past robin, turn around n try to put a white patch on his shirt.. nt knowin i was his fren walkin behind, i lifted up my spray n comb her hair white. she run away sia.. n those bangalah alwaes ganna bully. im one of the culprit too.. one friendly bangalah walk past mi wish mi happie new year.. he hold my hand for a hand shake.. i look at him for a sec, press the nozzle n 'poof'.. dats a happie new year for u.. those ang mo n rich tai tai r nt let off too.. got one ang mo sittin in a slow trishaw tryin to get by.. sporeans go up to him n gave him the 'white'.. rich tai tai car go by.. their window are being blacken.. i mean whiten. some bangalah also beri 'tiko'. got one bangalah spray at a lady 'long gao' haha.. one chinese guy also hit a bangalah accusing him of molestin his girl.. wooh dat nite was fun.. i could go on n on.. pushin n shouting..we being out numbered..we bully pple etc etc.. it was sooo fun!!! guess i feel most alive in conflicts.. haha if ur a conflict person too, join mi 05 xmas n new year k.. hehe

last nite juz went to 'pei' yanling.. she feelin dwn again.. haiz well, i learnt my greatest lessons through my biggest mistakes. hope u can 'kan kai yi tian'. One day grow into a strong lady.. Yesh!~!

Frenz, u guyz play a role in my life, big or small.. knowingly or unintensionally
Thx 2 everyone in 2004.. including YOU!!!
~~~~~~hehe(-.O)

:[The Story of Mattlex]: | 3:18 PM