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Thursday, March 31, 2005

:[ One Last Look ]:

~One Last Look~

Lin>
Yesterday: One last look at *her* as I walked into the army ops room. Juz wen she was about to leave the room... In fact it was due to a 'tip-off' dat I receive from my faithful Gang of NsF whu neber fail to remind mi of her EVERYDAY!. (I very open one.. I tell everybody about her...) They told mi she and her navy crew are borrowing our terminals to do some stuff for the afternoon. 2 NsF came into my 'out-post' room at different time to rush mi to see her.. Pengz~ [Wu Yuan Wu Fen] dats wat they have been tellin mi the whole day. She went in and out the room the whole afternn n I alwaes missed her. Saw her only this miserable once. Than she the shy shy 'look dwn' look lorr. N I the 'act nuttin' look lorr.

Dis week will be the last week for her n the navy pple. They will be leaving espo for good! The navy has completed their projects.. which left wif us, the army, and the airforce to complete by next year April. 2dae I will be in the office for the morning onli.. 2molo I will be taking the whole day off. So most prob wun see her le.. She is havin a farewell lunch wif her godma and some closer pple. Godma told mi to go.. But I took Off. Even if I was present also wun go.. Siao ar~ [Wu Yuan Wu Fen] -.-

Hw do i feel>>
Frankly speakin leh, abit heavy hearted. No more peepins wif my NsF liaoz.. (NOT Peepin Tom leh.. but u noe, those that guyz will 'bioh'[bi-oh say fast fast] wen we see someone..) haha. Than these few dayz they keep stirring mi up to start sumthin b4 she is gone. Wait I dis ar dat ar.. Haiz Hw many times I gotta kip remindin them that my name is M@ttlex and I no scared no gurlz one..! Wahahaha

Harold>
This week mi n wo harold, for the first time have been on better terms. The best week between mi n him so far.. We do tok more n discuss music n stuff.. But noe him one lah.. the smilin tiger one day will prowl at mi.. Hush Hush~

Qianli's back>
Rem him..?? Aka 'lame de'~ Mi n him has been well lately. Neber soo disturb by him as last time le.. Phew!~! *written in my previous blog. But he is still Qianli.. On mondae, I told him to leave the Delicious Kimchi Seaweed for mi n he can take the Delicious Salted one. Deal~! He said. Than tuesdae, wen cpt tan took the Delicious Salted Seaweed. He took MY last Delicious Kimchi Seaweed to makan! Without My Permission! Open liaoz than come to my room to share wif mi.. not knowin that I can't eat on tues. "Why u open it?" I asked. He said, "I am hungry.." (#1 lame excuse: Hw fillin can u get by eatin paper seaweed..) Than I replied, "Is there no more other food arnd??" Than he stumble scared scared, "hehe..erm erm..no more le..no more le" Than I smiled, "Nevermind lah.. U can take all." Well This is Qianli for u.. There goes my Last Delicious Kimchi Seaweed from Korea..! T.T

There she goes too~
Buai Buai Lin

:[The Story of Mattlex]: | 7:32 PM

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

:[ Maturity~~ ]:

Wat is maturity~~??

Many pple (including myself) had stumble across dis qn..
Is being more knowledgeble more mature?? Sounds rite but than an 'O' level kiddo will be more mature than his dad whu didnt go to sch. Is a professor a matured guy?? mayb.. Is behaving in a certain way, sitting in a certain posture maturity?? or tokin wif a certain accent?? Hangin out wif that click?? Being the school bully the most matured?? So wat does a person mean wen he/she wans to be more mature? Does she/he noes wat they juz said?? Many pple sense it but do not noe.. tot it will grow with age.. well Yesh n No~~

A little bible study here>>
The bible says our ultimate calling is to be more n more like our Lord n Savior Jesus. Growin in His direction is maturity. It's true! As He is the ultimate role model we shld follow... But no no its not physically immitating Him ya??

Further anaylsis..
There is no way in being a matured person or an immature person. Either he/she is more mature or less mature. (if ya get whr im hittin..)
~~Maturity is measured by the level of Giving a person practice~~
In a food court, a 40 years old father brought his 5 years old son out for a meal. If somehw the two of them look identically alike! same height somemore.. mayb like 2 shadows. How would u tell the difference between the father n his son?? Well, the father would be the one buying for his son the meal while the son will be the one receiving it. The one givin is the 'more matured' of the 2 of them. A teacher being the more senior or matured will listen to his/her student problems. A mother will tell her elder son to give the toy to the younger one to play. You see it everyday. Maturity is about giving.. Not just about giving money. It is also about giving our time, our effort, our emotions, our listenin ears, giving up our comfort, giving-in in conflicts morally etc etc.. (neber teach to give up ar..) Every opportunity to give or let go is a practice of maturity.. Simple??

"Wah but i have my needs also leh.. if i ask frm pple means i not mature liaoz.."
We are all humans (although some of us monkeys) and we need one another. We can't be All Self Satisfying, All Mature but we can be more mature. Not by growth but by practices.

If you get where im hittin, you may like to ask yourself, is the role model you are pursuing maturity?? Is the guy you are dating always taking from you? Asking more than he gives (behind his manly looks)??

You shall know the truth and the truth shall set you Free!~! Also dun b despair if you are not like those cool dudes. Or if you are always the child-like joker (not childish joker) entertaining your frenz. We are all made uniquely different. True maturity is not by our behavior but by our practices.

Now do you agree with where im coming?? huhu if u agree with dis 'theory' i shared, This blog is not written so we can judge other pple.. (We all fall short one area or another.) But to basically improve ourselves n to make right choices. Giving pple space and not judging is a form of maturity too~ =)

I used to know a girl.. ~its not you coz she wun read my blog de~ whu goes arnd being 'mature' because she believes she knows a little more.. or she is a little better. but she has always been taking and receiving. knowledge and behavior is maturity to her. I believe she is goin in the wrong direction. Someone you know?? dun be intimidated.. Be graceful~ Have a bigger heart~ *wink*

PrAtIcE MaTuRiTy ToDaE~

:[The Story of Mattlex]: | 1:03 AM

Saturday, March 26, 2005

:[ Good Friday ]:

FORGIVEN

Forgiven
I Stand Forgiven In Your Love
On the Cross of Calvary
You Set this Prisoner Free
Forever I am Yours

I Stand Before Your Throne
In a Rode of Righteousness
Join The Angels Singing
All Glory to the Lamb
Not by the Works
Or the Things that I had Done
Is by Your Hand of Grace
Through Jesus the Son

Singing Glory to the Lamb
Singing Glory to the Lamb
Glory
You Set This Prisoner Free
I Stand Forgiven

Thank You Jesus!~!
Love Ya~

:[The Story of Mattlex]: | 2:08 AM

Monday, March 21, 2005

:[ 3 kah ~heavy sir?? sir heavy??~ ]:

yozz
its mondae again.. bloggin day! (usually) Recently juz found out dat my readers or kpoz base is a little more than i realise.. hmm.. mayb all whu got read my blog one write a note or sumthin in my tagboard..? or else abit spookie like dat leh.. hee~ also like to interact.. dats wat a tagboard is for rite.. kip in touch!

kkz nw.. met someone very celebrated last week.. a celebrity more powerful than Zoe Tay or myself lorr.. haha Guess whu?? nope its not osama. nope its not MJ too. its... desmond kuek~!! haha~ [huh whu is he??] guess that wld be ur reaction. desmond kuek ar....! He is none other than our chief of army of spore. hehe Che~ tot whu rite.. he is very celebrated one lorr (biggest in e army).. can expect his dinner schedule as a guest of honour to be very pack.. anywae his rank is a MG wif 2 stars on his shoulders. N u noe counter-strike? durin wartime, he will be the one in e office drinkin kopi playing the game lor. we will be his... Anywae, the big boss of my camp is the same rank as his office clerks. Dats hw big he is.

Last week friday he went down to NeeSoon camp to take his Range aka shootin test. I was a safety specialist for dat range. Other than the rest of the crappy old man whu came to take the test, (tell u, a few of such high rankin officers have no integrity one) one of them is my own boss Ltc kuam. haha bring an xtra jockey cap in e end got lost.. Okay e moment everyone been waitin for.. arnd 4.30 pm e CoA arrive in his bulletproof black mercz wif 2 outstandin stars placed in front. wah than e driver open e door for him. everyone went forward to welcome him n greet him.. wah bue-ta-han~ seein all the officers '3 kah' him. (carry ball/ curry favor) haha everyone rushin infront to throw themselve on him. ya lor. The officer in command, Maj Johan, personally went up to give the pre test briefing. than the conductin officer, wo lum, became his asistance. all the other CoA right & left hand man got personal asistance also.. provided by us. Than i also gana arrow to be for one of them.. kaoz than mine yahyah de.. wo lum joke with us.. he said, "I tell u once we see the CoA press the trigger ar, e target will surely go dwn one.. our controller will press the button. if fail, our sniper will shoot dwn for him." haha. ok briefin over. e CoA make his way to the firing point. everyone stand still.. (at ease position) his personal weapon n ammo laid out for him liaoz. He adjust himself abit than make his way into the fox hole. the wo lum move to adjust his sandbag. the rest of us stand still. guess everyone of us dun dare to move n make mistake sia. Than all the '3 kah' officers stand behind him. think got one mwo albert wana be his asistance got rejected. haha Than the shootin begins.. Bang banG BanG~~ ok the CoA did not get a marksman. so he asked, "can shoot again anot?" can can surely! no prob! wana shoot till midnite also can ar. but he got a marksman in the 2nd try.. ok so his shootin was over.. and everyone was gatherin arnd him like got alot to comment like dat. why no pple gather arnd mi wen i took my test ar..? hee~ army is like dat one. *wink* ;P "the CoA is very friendly.. alwaes smiling" commended one of my fren. "Of coz smilin..." I replied. "give mi e 2 star put on my shoulder i also will alwaes smile de~" So the pple gathered arnd him until he leaves.. than i witness the most hilarious 'curry flavourin' that afternn. As everyone sees him to his car.. CoA went in and is prepared to move off. As the car move.. the '3 kah' maj johan 'walk' the car off wif his hands waving, n he smilin.. walk till the car speeds off.. can imagine dat..? i compare this scenario to a one in the movies whr u see a husband on a train movin off and the wife on the train station platform chasing after the movin train. with one hand in the air holdin a hankerchief wavin, runnin n smilin. can imagine dat nw..? But dis is 2 old man sia.. haha~ I started my bike, wana move off liaoz but as i see the CoA car leavin, quickly i hid behind a tonner. wait for his car to go 1st.. dun wan to be in his sight... Phew~

yup dats about it for my 'niaoz' encounter wif the CoA. As u r in e army, u will noe that all the best oscar winners shld be pick frm inside e army.. We also like to shape our throphies like the one in oscar for some reasons too~ i rem oeti.. haha

till nxt time.. peace out!
~mattlex words of wisdom~
In the army, how do u carry a tanker u accidently drop into the ocean?
u carry the balls of ur superior!

:[The Story of Mattlex]: | 11:22 PM

Monday, March 14, 2005

:[ Healin Crusade ]:

~Healin crusade~

Hw can i not brag about dis??
Its totalli over the top!
Its huge!!
Its awesome
Its not a plane..
its not a bird...
Its...Its...

ur mama

haha.. everything but ur mama is true.. its sane yet saint. i cry sia.. last sat went to the indoor stadium for a healing crusade held by Rev. Benny Hinn. He is a world reknown evangelist whu has the gifts of doin one thing~ Healing. he travels round the world healin sick, casting out demons releasin pple from bondages.. through him, the blind sees! the deaf hears! the lame walk! the disease stricken gets healed! Even last month he went to india n about 3 million pple attended his crusade one nite. 3/4 the size of spore sia.. haha some of u hard to believe rite.. its ok. but can such a thing so big be a lie?? saw it on video too. www.bennyhinn.org I was fortunate i gotta witness God's healin through him first hand. in fact the crowd was too big i couldnt get in on friday..

Here are a few of the testimonies i saw~~
there was dis one girl frm indonesia.. whu was born with onli one ear.. her left 'ear' was surgerly place by doctors to look better. as the camera zoom in on the ear, can see that the ear is 'not dat nice'. For the first time dat nite, the girl could hear using her left ear..! There was also this lady frm indonesia whu had a tumor growth in her right eye.. her right eye was swollen n closed. Her eyes was healed n on stage that nite, Pastor Benny told her to use onli her right eye to see n chase him as he runs around the stage.. haha it was a light-hearted sight. Also, there was this old man whu came straight frm the hospital by an ambulance.. he was bed-stricken for some reason. Durin our worship he got out of the wheeled bed n walk up stage n run~! the 2 ambulance male-nurse whu brought him were not believers. after witnessin they were touch n Pastor Benny pray for them on the spot. There was also this family whu came from korea.. the mother had some internal sickness (i forget wat liaoz..) By their faith, they came dwn to spore for this event. that nite the mother neber went back the same again..! even on stage they showed a medical certificate to Pastor Benny that their doctor has proven about the mother's medical condition. Well Jesus has another prove for the doctors! Con't on, an old women was hunch back n walkin using a walkin stick. she run on stage cheerfully dat saturday. An old indian man doesn't need to take the pills again. Diabetics gone, skin problem gone.. (this indian woman on her leg had a condition which is not a pleasant sight.. trust mi) also there was this 3 yr old girl (so cute) whu was born cross eyed. somewhr durin the worship, the mother turn to look at her n *pop* her eyes were lookin straight. many other testimonies are being shared while many others could not get the chance to share coz the time is runnin. iznt it amazin..

The bible juz came alive dat nite.. Pastor Benny said, "Healing shld be as easy as receiving Salvation.." He also commented that 2000 yrs ago there are 83 healing evangelist. nw there are onli 2. If God willin.. raise up more servants like him.. how good would dat be huh.. Hee~ as much as crimes n earthquakes are happpenin around, miracles like this are veri common everyday ya'noe. c")

Juz nw went back to office saw James than it struck mi.. 'Why i didnt bring him on Sat..' Im foolish.. He got a kidney prob n takin injection weekly.. He could have been cured dat sat n put him out of his misery. His pest status could improve. haiz he tot of goin on his own too but duno why didnt make it..
Hang in there James.. I wun let u go!!! blehz

~Juz another manic monday~

:[The Story of Mattlex]: | 11:46 PM

Thursday, March 10, 2005

:[ Could this be ~~? ]:

Could this be ~~?

Hey guess whr am I..? Im in my office writing this blog!! (cool eh~) I juz told wo chen I'd finish my work liaoz. Than he said, "wooh.. wait for wo harold to come back" so here I am writing this chapter in the life of mattlex. *wink*
Usually update my blog on monday.. but last few days has been quite busy. Tues mi n some of my collegues plan to go 'jammin' I got excited but the rest are like so half-hearted. In the end I called it off.. Told harvin nxt time round if wanna make it u go ahead n plan. Mi dun wan to be e freak liaoz. Gettin all gear up n stuff while they duhh~ away. Kaoz spend my Monday nite preparing for them till my head spinnin than they duhh~ away. Make mi wonder was I the one suggesting or did we plan 2gether.. Well, in the end I went to east coast for dinner. Wen acc mi. Than later we spend e nite at the beach writing poems.. (wah.. nice atmosphere hor) u may guess.. but it was more like headache n funny sia.. ps: Wen, did u hou hui hou hui hao hou hui..? wahahaha.

Hmm 'Could this be ~~?' (the title) Could this be what? hw to start.. hw to say leh.. okok.. actualli mattlex quite shy one but oh well... Mattlex Thinks He Likes Someone ~ kekekekeke. The feelin is like one of a kind lorr..

There is dis girl in espo. Whenever I see her my blood level juz rise up! My heart juz stop beatin! Im sooooo dead! Wahaha.. pretty ones may walk by but dis one special.. Like got electric shock into my heart. haha long time neber have this feeling liaoz. Didn't noe still have. Shld I be happy or izzt a temptation? But u noe.. cannot work out one. First thing first she is much older than mi. Than she has been in the cooperate world for some years liaoz where me still have not started. (muz be a U grad too) but still attracted... ya lorr ya lorr no doubt no doubt. c")
U noe ar whenever we pass each other by my heart will Alwaes stop beatin. Than notice she alwaes pass by mi she will look down shy shy like dat.. wahh *dreamy mattlex* but she is also one busy girl. Than got one time I was turning into a corner, and she was juz about to turn out. she wanted to call someone n mistook mi for him. Haha than she look sooo cute! *dreamy mattlex*

Whu is dis girl??
Her smile... Seeing her smile and being so enthusiatic about the things she do.. its like.. Oh my Gosh..! I juz freeze!! than one of my army superior which is a mdm.(mdm foo) took her as her god daughter. she will come into the army ops room to look for her to chit chat n stuff whenever she is free... Like a 'guai' daughter ya noe. Omg omg Oh My Gosh...!! I 'bue-ta-han' dis type one. haha. Tell u ar.. If one day on the street, I see her passing by a needy person than reach into her purse n drop a note for him/her.. I tell u I will SURELY drop dead sia..! knees grow weak..! faint on the spot! Keke Dis girl I could dream of lookin into her eyes every morning of my life. *dreamy mattlex* rush home after work to her warm presense.. *dreamy mattlex* wahahahaha

Thinkin of her neber fail to make mi smile~

Christian Wunderlich -- So in love
(dis song best describe hw im feelin)

Btw, dun expect mattlex to be love sick horr!
Although I sound quite pathetic
But dun intend to get attach in e near future too!
No bells yet!~! (blehz)

:[The Story of Mattlex]: | 12:35 AM