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Friday, July 29, 2005

:[ peacetime is over again~ ]:

its war again between mi n harold lim.. juz wen i was singing praises of him.. he turn arnd n bit mi and now back to wen i first noe him.. a bastard.. well im not govern by fear either.. Bring it on~!

Ok it all started by some wat a misunderstandin.. i shall tell ya~
Yest he ask mi to finish up some wrk that wo sim did halfway.. coz he on mc and the file is needed by the end of the day.. so i was asked to do.. kkz i willingly accept it.. (its been sometime since i did some real wrk.. haa~) we also has been gettin along better so i try my best to finish it asap.. but he have a condition that i only can use excel worksheet fomula to derive the answers.. ok i went dwn to wrk.. soon its lunch. we went to lunch seperately as i nid to do some personnel stuff too.. i came back half an hour late and continue on my wrk.. as i was almost done i took out a newspaper to read.. barely take out nia harold came up to mi.. "Halo~!! i need the file urgently n u r readin newspaper!!" "Okok" i replied wif a shy smile. "goin to finish le~" i finish up the file and gave him to check. "aiyo u duno wat i mean.. i nid the other column too.." harold comment. "and this and that blah..blah" so its not that simple as i think.. i went back to do the job.. and cracked my head thinkin out the fomula to make so i can use it in the file~ ok i am doin it n i guess i look quite serious coz i wan to do up a good job.. all the other nsfs knew i am dead seriously wrkin yesterday. Of all days this is the most serious.. (mayb i look quite relax last time coz i am watchin comedies after comedies... haa but not yesterday) i finally did up the wrk by 4.30pm and handed him the wrk.. i went up to him to go thru the file 2gether.. than i let him noe that there are 2 items i couldnt find.. he founded it and commented that i shld not come up and down saying that i had finish and in the end still not done.. (its juz 2 miserable items lorr.. out of a thousand..? not like i anyhw do n hand in rite..) so i told him.. "i didnt say i finish~ i juz came up to ya and say this is wat i had done and this 2 items i cannot find.." (i told him n i didnt fake him up aii) so he was speechless and gave it back to mi to do up the item.. than he was unhappy that i talk back at him and told mi.. "from 2ml onwards i will be sittin directly behind him!!" i got a shock so i ask him "why isst so??" he replied that it is easier to hand mi wrk.. so i answered back again.. "its not like our current position are very far apart that its difficult to wrk 2gether.." than he justified himself.. "so i can monitor you~" "okay~" i replied and continue to tok about the wrk. i went back to do the file and handed it to him by 5pm.. i find that he was piss wif mi but i duno why yet till 2dae that i realise its bcoz i answered him back.. my previous position was great coz behind mi is a wall and no one could see my comp screen.. now i will be sittin behind harold and my screen can be seen by everybody..
'so i can monitor you~' hw would a person feel if his superior tells ya dat?? so he wan to play.. than come lorr.. said him abit cannot take it.. i didnt mean to b rude coz like i said, i was singin praises about him ardy.. why wld i wana piss him off.. he like soo shallow.. tot we were gettin along well..? or all the previous was juz an act and you dun trust mi wana monitor mi..? yesterday after that i went to look for major goh.. i request of him to hurry up. To transfer my buttock back to my old camp.. i wasnt in a hurry coz everything was well like juz the last 2 days but now no more le.. you noe wat.. i wun give him any face liaoz.. he can scold mi all he wan but im not goin to act like i am comfortable wif him like dat.. i dun think my mouth will hold back either.. he itchy i also can settle for him..
Than now the cpt tan is tryin to be the good guy.. he ask mi in the mornin wat was happenin between mi n harold yesterday, if im upset muz let him noe coz he said i was having a black face.. i told him i am quite alrite.. but its harold that is upset wif mi for some reasons which i duno.. Cpt Tan soon will tell harold wat i said coz they are together one.. btw, major goh told mi that he will try to release mi by mid august even if no one came as my replacement.. so 3 more weeks i guess.. wen harold saw mi in the mornin he tap mi and said "There~!" pointin to the place where i am suppose to sit.. "ya i noe" i replied wif this 3 words.. Do i care??
It would be good if they confront mi straight in my face and not tok bad behind mi.. 2 questions i would ask them.. 1) Was i ever rebellious?? 2) Did i ever play truant with them?? If Yes, than send mi back to my old camp.. i made my request since march this year liaoz.. im not hardup to stay and they wun see my face liaoz.. it wld be great! My old base treat mi like an asset to them anywaes.. if i cant perform for u guyz than send mi back.. If e ans is No, than wat are all this crapz im takin.. seems like im not good enough for them.. I'd alwaes did my wrk the best i noe hw. haizz..

Anywaes, peace time is over liaoz and the button has been pressed once again.. Be it if it turn ugly.. neber tot of befriending them again~

those old man~

:[The Story of Mattlex]: | 12:27 AM

Saturday, July 23, 2005

:[ Bible and science ]:

Atheism is defined as the "disbelief in the existence of God or gods."

Hmm.. many believers or pple who believe in gods wldn't dare venture into science and wat not.. they are afraid that as we learn more about the galaxy and billion of years ago and dinos, would challenge/contradict our faith. Well thats not true.. The truth of the world could be found in scrolls written by over 40 different authors from different generations in different languages.. and they tally with the physical edvidence known to men. And the scrolls are not some secret myth and legend.. they are compiled into a book called the Bible. If ya think they are written by some mountain hermits or crazy neber shave punk living in forest, thats not true.. They are written by Kings, physicians, fishermen, tent makers etc..

student: "The questions of this years exam are the same as last years!"
Einstein:"True," "but this year all answers are different."

Scientific facts has always been changing itself.. Science textbooks from 50 to 100 years ago are now known to be wrong or not relevant. Example.. last time scientist like Rutherford said that atom cannot be split. However, atom can be split and it causes terrifying results! Atomic bomb was made out of that discovery.

Here i briefly state a few facts about bible and science..
1) Gen 2:1 "Thus the heavens and the earth were finished, and all the host of them"
The total of all mass and energy in the universe remain constant. One form of energy or mass changed into another, but the total cannot be increase or decrease.
eg. kinetic => electric => heat => kinetic etc
2) Gen 3:19 "by the sweat of your brow you will eat your food until you return to the ground, since from it you were taken; for dust you are and to dust you will return."
accordin to chemistry, the constituent elements of the human body are the same as those found in earth. Moses 3500 years ago wrote this and he is no scientist.
3) Lev 17:14 "for the life of all flesh is in the blood thereof"
Onli until 1616 Harvey discovered that blood sustain life. The 1st US president George Washington died when doctors uses bloodletting procedure to "bleed" diseases outa them.
4) (This is my favourite) Job 26:7 "He stretcheth out the north over the empty place, and hangeth the earth upon nothing."
The bible toks about the earth freely float in space. Last time pple tot that the world is flat. like the waterfall is the end le~ (u heard of the stories b4?)
5) Job 37:7 "He sealth up the hand of every man; that all men may know his work."
These are called fingerprints and everyone has a unique one.. onli until the 1850s that it was confirmed about fingerprints.
6) Isa 40:22 "He sits enthroned above the circle of the earth, and its people are like grasshoppers. He stretches out the heavens like a canopy, and spreads them out like a tent to live in."
The hebrew word Isaiah used for 'circle' is "roundness" or "spherically". Christopher Columbus was the first punk to prove that the earth is round. The bible also says that God's work is both finish and continuing to stretch out.. Albert Einstein's mathematical Theory of General Relativity predicted an expanding universe from a single point begining. Which is exactly what we see today.. a simultaneously finished and ongoing cosmic expansion.
11) Heb 11:3 "Through faith we understand that the worlds were framed by the word of God, so that things which are seen were not made of things which do appear."
ok this is an amazing thing if ya learn science.. In 1808 Dalton proposed the atomic theory but onli till 1918 that german physicist W.C Roentgen discovered the X-ray and thus later on in the 1930's that electron microscope was made and this theory was certified. The particles in the atom are beri charge up. (i sec sch neber waste parents $$ horr) They repel here and there so strongly that every atom ought to result in an atomic explosion! However, scientist have discovered that there are strong forces and weak forces that holds atom together and kip them from exploding. The bible says this 'mysterious' force is Christ that keep the universe from flying apart.. Col 1:17 "He is before all things, and in Him all things hold together." An atom is so small that if ya scale the nucleus a few centimetres bigger, the electron field around it wld be at least 4 miles wide with nothing in between.
Professor Paul Davies quote: "The really amazing thing is not that life on earth is balanced on a knife edge, but the entire universe is balance on a knife edge... you might say a 'put-up job'."

Everything is juz nice for life on earth.. if the temperature would increase another 2%, you heard of global warming rite..? if we look at the universe as a whole, atheist may say that everything started out by chance and life started out as slime. But if we look into details, everything is specifically design and created! Its like it would be easier for mi to strike toto and 4D every minute than to have the whole universe to be form and evolve life.

Prof Thomas Nagel is an atheist and has an attitude of many people on earth whu choose not to accept..
He quote: "I want atheism to be true and am made uneasy by the fact that some of the most intelligent and well-informed people I know are religious believers. It isn't just that I don't believe in God and, naturally, hope that I'm right in my belief. It's that I hope there is no God! I don't want there to be a God; I don't want the universe to be like that."

mattlex: "Im connected to God in every atom of my body and thru all the particles on earth.. where can i run from Him..? He hears my every breath and knows my every thought.. How great is His grace for mi..? In the darkness of my room, in the loneliness of my dwelling, He calls out to mi for His longing.. There i shall neber be ashame neber be astray for i acknowledge my true belonging.. Love Ya n wana be wif Ya!!~!"

Gen 1:1 "In the begining God...."

mattlex
(extract from the book 'God and the Atheist' by Paul Ferguson)

:[The Story of Mattlex]: | 12:43 PM

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

:[ Noise to the World~ ]:

I went to the Good Charlotte concert juz now.. and u noe wat.. its totally awesome and deafening!!! The crowd were some rockers too~ There are quite a number of matts there too.. but not like Hari Raya harv.. haa~ Its totally awesome manz~

U noe i did something spectacular 2dae.. i went to a rock concert alone~ yup its patetic rite.. But i wouldnt miss tat concert for anythin.. Went to thailand in the begining of the year juz to see them.. (see my feb blog) they are like the main course of the trip. Now the band juz came to spore for their 'Noise to the world' tour and hoho I wouldnt wana be anywhere else.. It's not that i dun have any frenz but i juz dun have any good charlotteers =o(

Good Charlotte is mattlex no.2 fav band lorr.. no.1 is Blink182. If blink comes it will be great!! Travis Barker is a hell of a drummer.. Anywae, back to GC. It consist of the twin bros Joel (vocal) and Benji (guitar) Billy (guitar/keyboard) & Paul (bassist) their original drummer left the group sometime ago and they didnt got a fix replacement. If ya think they are some young punks whu juz jump on the punk rock wagon.. u aint noe yet~ they got skills man.. they did their trademark twirling while jammin the guitar and bass and they didnt miss a beat~ they jump and slam is juz soo perfect~ Thru out the concert is juz soo loud. Joel scream in all the songs and its all good! the guitars were like...no mistakes. (not tat i heard of) and it make mi feel so backwards in my guitarin. Billy plays the keyboard with his guitar holdin in one hand and he switches both instrument in certain songs and steps on the effect paddel here and there.. They juz twirl and jam and playin their guitar at the same time.. amazing! They rock the house down man!!

I must admit that not all the songs i like.. But its a concert.. its a live performance. pple dun care about the songs.. hmmmm
1st off the stadium was blacken out and they make their way on the stage~ "Hello Singapore!!!" Joel greets loudly in his mike~ Than it kick off with 'the anthem' Alrite man..! Way to go! Its my fav.. After the song has ended he warn everyone to back off alittle bit.. coz everyone was squeezin forward and its quite dangerous.. Toward the 3rd song liaoz i see pple being carried off the mosh pit.. Got one even lift up her hand when she is being carried out and Joel give her a high5. They joke here and there.. one i rem goes somethin like.. "Thank you pple!" Joel said.. "Thank you for welcoming some dirty tattooed man into your clean country.." "Spore is soo clean..." "Spore is the cleanest country we ever gone to~" Everyone raise up their hands in agreement. And they goes on to play the "girls and boys" hit. It was awesome..! 1st time i heard them playin 'live' versions of their songs. Initially the special effects sound computerised but they pulled it off on their guitars. Nuttin was pre-recorded. Got one part Benji sang a tune~ and we tot they could onli yell.. Another song Joel went down the stage up-close with the front row of the mosh pit. Everyone was like wiping Joel's sweat off his sleeveless shirt. The 2nd last song was they played is the 'Zu Da Ge' of their 3rd album.. "I juz wanna live" (i placed that song's mtv on this blog b4.. rem??) Lastly they finish the concert with "Lifestyle of the rich and famous" this song can be considered as the song that got them into stardom.. It is totally full of energy!! the song.. the band.. the whole concert!! Energised. At the end of it all they juz throw down watever stuff they have~ the drummer throw his drumsticks, Paul throw away lots of guitar picks, (think he did slam his bass guitar also) Billy throw down his used towel and Joel throw down some havent used mineral waters. During the concert he threw down all the emptied mineral water bottles he used..The crowd threw them arnd. One of the GC splashed water at the crowd too! In scenarios like dat, everyone enjoy anythin.

My eyes was glued to the band.. 2nd time i see them le~ This time got a better view.. U gotta be there to exprience them. Glad i didnt miss it~ Even though they are known to be a punk rock band, they are also a teen pop icon.. and they didnt use a single vulgarity. The most obscene thingy said or done is wen Benji said he wanna move to spore so gotta marry a sporean so gonna have sex. Which later Joel apologised, "I apologise for my brother....bcoz he is an idiot" And they kick off another song after dat~~

*girls dun like boys
*girls like cars and money...
*boys will laugh at girls wen the're not funny**

haii~ awesome!!!

:[The Story of Mattlex]: | 12:52 AM

Monday, July 11, 2005

:[ Woof~~ ]:

Woof~ Woof~~

Actually the latest sound Debbie can make now is ~Grrrr Grrrrr when she is biting on 'monster' (it's a rubber toy dog) or holding a plastic bag in her mouth, runnin around the house trying to rip it apart.. She is truly a bundle of joy. Just watching her walking around with her short leg is just so cute~ She is soo cute, Cute shld start with capital 'D'. Hee~ She has bought alot of joy and fun to everyone in my family and now my home is more ‘re nao’ because of her. Sad to say.. she also cause more trouble~ But she is soo cute whu could resist. I wouldnt dare beat her too~ I juz clean wherever she poo or pee.. Oh boy
Just in case you guys don’t know, it’s a puppy dog.. and her name is Debbie~
Don’t ask me why Debbie though.. it’s my mum's idea.
She is about one arm length for now. A white wif milky brown patches Shih Tzu puppy. Her birth date – 24 April 05. weighin 1.5kg nia~
She is duper hyper active at times and sometimes she will be very peaceful. Just like when she just woke up and saw you, she will climb over to your feet and lick, and she will continue her sleep by ur feet. Wen u juz come into the hse from the door.. she will walk up to ya to lick ur hand.. At times she gets beri hype up (my mum alwaes say, "ohh goin crazy le~"), she looks like a bundle of fur dashing around the house. ‘Jingling..jingling’ The sound of her collar bells. Her two legs hop herself forward in a momentum kind. Than her tongue is sticking out.. than got a little psychotic look. Hahaa~

Debbie: “Grrrrrghh~~!”

She likes to bite people fingers de~ To her it’s her game.. to us, its pain~! She is affectionate and love to hang arnd pple de~ But sometimes she is also sneaky.. Got one mornin i juz woke up.. and wif my eyes half open, i saw her creep into my bedroom. 'jingling....jingling' the sound of her collar bell. Than she take a shit on my brown tarnish floor.. 'jingling..lingling..linglinglinglingling' she dash outa the room~ Oh boy, 1st thing in the mornin is to clear her poo n pee.. many times liaoz.. last friday after i came back in the mornin also.. slpy liaoz.. clean until im awake~
Last tues emy, strawberrie shortcake, mich n evandrea~ came over to debbie's hse.. (not my hse le liaoz) to play wif her~ Debbie duper hyper..bouncing arnd.. than i still rem she like to go under emy's skirt.. eeeee~ but debbie is a gurl. mayb shld get her a skirt too.. i saw a von dutch dog shirt at jurong point.. than on sundae, rock grandma, weiping, su yong kang (claire fren) n eliz came over to debbie hse.. -.-
now we are tryin to train her to regconise her puppy corner and to pee n poo correctly. Juz now she got diahorrea. brought her to a vet.. sadd~ she anyhw lick arnd the hse n drink a newly bought dog milk (mayb not suitable for her).. haii But she herself duno she sick.. still playin arnd.. than after she took her medicine, she doze off liaoz~ pom~ she couldnt care less whu came thru the door.. juz daze by the shoe~

Now at the moment.. she is slpin in her cage~

Debbie: "ZzzZzzzzzZ"

:[The Story of Mattlex]: | 6:11 PM